Bad News

After writing my blog about my ex-fiance yesterday, I sent it to him. I really wanted him to see that everything I said on the phone the night before was true.

I got shot down...

I am crushed. He didn't exactly say that he didn't want me anymore. He just said that he was happy with his life right now and that he was dating someone else. He had told me about her the day of our "talk", but to me, he made it seem like it wasn't going to work out. This girl is still engaged, but apparently her and her fiance are going through a hard time right now. I hope for his sake, she is not just using him as a rebound. He said that he really likes her, although he called her a bitch the other day. I don't get it. I am confused.

My heart is breaking all over again...

He said that he didn't want me to wait for him. How can I not wait when he is the only one I want? I guess I was just expecting him to think about it for a few days and then tell me he missed me and loved me and he couldn't wait to see me. This isn't happening how I expected it, but then again, most things don't.