It was so hard for me yesterday to not contact my ex. I feel like I need to say something or I am just giving up. I know that in his email he pretty much told me that he and I can not be together right now, but it can't just end like that right?
I feel like if I don't do anything about it, he will just assume that I really didn't want it to happen and everything I said was not true. I don't want him to forget that I am still here. Not that I think he would actually forget about me, but I want to be on his mind everyday so it will maybe push this other girl out.
Everyone is telling me to just leave it alone. When he is ready, he will come back. I say, "What if this other girl is really awesome and he falls in love with her?" I don't think that I want to take that risk. He is supposed to be mine. That sounds really psycho, but I have this overwhelming feeling that him and I are supposed to be together. It just doesn't feel right without that.
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