Friday, March 14, 2008

Jealousy is and Angry Monster

Jealousy is being "green with an envy". I always thought it was ironic that money is green and the color green symbolizes jealousy in literature.

I am going through the same thing I have been going through my whole life. My "friends" are not really my friends. I have some horrible rumors floating around about me. I don't understand why tis is happening now. We are too old to still be doing this.

It all started because I was making some bad choices again, but nothing nearly as bad as it had ever been before. I understand that they are concerned, but come to me first, not the guy I am dating. Plus, one of them is never out anymore so she has no clue what is the truth and what is a lie. Everything is just out of control...

Needless to say I am doing some house cleaning in the freinds department. I am always doing this every few years. I should have found my good friends by now. I do know of one for sure and she is awesome. I think this friendship is going to go a long way, at least I hope it does.

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