I know it's mean, but...

I am a teacher and I know that some older teachers don't have the greatest sense of style, in fact, older people in general don't. But this colleague of mine just keeps me guessing everyday of the week.

I don't know how she puts her outfits together in the morning, but she has to still be sleeping when she gets dressed. She tried to add little "details" to her "outfits", but it just throws them off all. Don't get me wrong, I am all about adding persoal touches to your outfits, but it still has to look good. I was leaving the teacher's lounge and walking back to my room this morning and she was walking to her's and I had to keep myself from busting out and laughing.

What really confuses me is when people such as parents or admninstrators complain about the way the younger employees dress when we have those people in the workplace who don't even match! At least I look professional. Just because I like to stick with the trends somewhat and not look like an old raggedy English teacher, doesn't make me a bad person. I enjoy looking good, and I think it helps me to my job better.

WOW! Is all I have left to say.

Today

So, I am really going to dump this guy (if he ever calls me back). That is really sad... What the hell was I thinking?

Anyway, I have also decided that I am going to be single for a while. I still need to "fix" myself before I can give someone else my all. I did have the best sex EVER this weekened, though! No one knows about it, and that is how I want it to stay. I didn't think that I would be able to find anyone as good as my ex-fiance, but I think I have. YES!!! I'm okay with having a bed-buddy; no strings attached. Sometimes it is so much better than being in an actual relationship. I think more people should do it. The world would be such a happier place to be. It's hard, though sometimes to have sexual relations with someone and not start having true feelings for that person. I just have to keep reminding myself that it is just sex and that is all. We will see what happens with this one. I really can't stop thinking about it, though....