Today

So, I am really going to dump this guy (if he ever calls me back). That is really sad... What the hell was I thinking?

Anyway, I have also decided that I am going to be single for a while. I still need to "fix" myself before I can give someone else my all. I did have the best sex EVER this weekened, though! No one knows about it, and that is how I want it to stay. I didn't think that I would be able to find anyone as good as my ex-fiance, but I think I have. YES!!! I'm okay with having a bed-buddy; no strings attached. Sometimes it is so much better than being in an actual relationship. I think more people should do it. The world would be such a happier place to be. It's hard, though sometimes to have sexual relations with someone and not start having true feelings for that person. I just have to keep reminding myself that it is just sex and that is all. We will see what happens with this one. I really can't stop thinking about it, though....